Our unlikely hero has fallen from grace.
Lies piled on lies, feigning madness to escape with his life, he finds himself in a cave. (1 Samuel 22)
And it’s there… dark, damp, a million miles from the adulation he once knew, that he pens these words.
Those who look to him are radiant; their faces are never covered in shame. (Psalm 34:5)
If there ever were a time for shame, it’s now.
David, our great, flawed hero knew God not just in the cheers and songs of giants defeated.
He knew him here too.
Here in this lonely place of his own making.
Here in this honest place, no one left to impress.
Do you want to know a secret? I don’t always understand the God of the Old Testament.
But here, in the cave, he feels familiar,
This redeemer that David knew, this radiance-maker, this shame-defeater.
I know him on the cross, this redeemer. Taking the punishment that I deserved.
I’ve known him too, in the fog of darkness when all is not well, in the ugly cries and the ache too big, when only the prayers of the righteous dragged me off the floor.
I don’t know where you are this week, friends.
But this I know…
If you’re basking in the glow of defeated giants, look to him. You are radiant. Your face is not covered in shame.
If you’re cowering in a cave, feeling like you’ve fallen from grace, look to him. You too are radiant. Maybe in a tear-stained, wild-eyed sort of way, but radiant nonetheless. Your face is not covered in shame.
If you’re in a lonely place of your own making or an honest place with no one left to impress,
Shame will yell loud.
It will fight to define you.
But, friends, shame is lying.
If you know the Redeemer that David knew, your face is not covered in shame.
Look to him. Fall on him. Cling to him.
Embrace your true identity, beloved.