We’re talking today about when it feels like God is silent.
I’m not in that place right now, though I’ve been there before and I will be again.
And if you are there today, let me just say
There is no shame in those dark nights.
You are not alone.
I’ve spent the week feeling restless and also emboldened, which is how I sometimes feel when a need is heavy and my words just don’t feel adequate but I can’t stay silent.
I’ve been storming the gates of heaven for a few dear ones this week.
Hard core. Full stop.
And this morning I’m challenged to ask even bigger.
I’m challenged to pray with audacity.
To pray for the Kingdom to come on earth, right here in this middle place between now and not yet.
Friends, our God is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine (Eph. 3:20-21).
So let’s imagine big.
Big like mamas and daddies living into the reality of their identity as Beloved.
Big like safe homes for all the Little Ones.
Big like enough schools for every child in Haiti to receive an education (help make that happen here!).
Big like physical healing and freedom from addiction and restored relationships and changed hearts.
Big like churches unified and peace reigning in our cities.
Can I tell you a secret?
Sometimes I’m scared to pray with audacity.
It feels, well, audacious.
Presumptuous, maybe. Like who am I to ask for so much?
But, friends, I know who I am.
I am a daughter of the King.
I am invited, empowered to approach the throne of grace with confidence.
And, this week, I am choosing to pray with audacity.